I have a painful ache lingering in my chest. The one that makes it hard to breath and holds captive your emotions. I have become all to familiar with the terrible feeling of another good-bye. My goal was to not even allow my mind to wonder to the farewells ahead, I tired not to cross that abyss until needed! But here I am with yet one day left and my heart is in my throat throbbing away. Can you not see how dreadful it is to say good bye to a guy who looks this killer on a bike! Honestly people these are the goods I have been able to look and enjoy every second of the last ten weeks...

How will I fare with out him?!


Pray do tell!